The book is my all encompasing power. Don't worry I haven't gone all biblical on ya ass! It's just that I have now decided, well decided a long time ago that this novel, this novel that I am struggling to get written is my ovewrall goal, the one thing I have to do in order to carry on. It needs to be published, it needs to be read, it needs to be understood, loved, hated, misunderstood, but it has to be read. It has to give me some money, it is the only thing I can do, the only thing i have confidence in, I feel that this, that writing is the one and only thing I am good at. I need this.

CURRENT MOOD: driven.
CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: 'What a day day' by FOG